Bad night. Pain reduced me to tears again as I waited for the pills to kick in and knock me out. Still hurting this morning.
Stupid human suit.
Doctor’s appointments have become a cocktail of anticipation-dread-fear-relief. Wanted to be clear-headed, sans painkillers, until after my appointment today, but that’s not really an option. Need the narcotics to blunt the pain in order to be functional. Glad I did all my prep and question assembling for today’s appointment yesterday.