All’s well on the bronchial front, Witch’s Oven up

The bronchoscopy happened. According to my doctor, everything looked fine–nothing worrisome or abnormal. So it seems even more likely that stress is the culprit of my breathing difficulties. Why does that not make me feel better?

On the whole, the procedure experience was unmemorable. Literally. They gave me anesthesia and sedatives both locally and intravenously. There’s a bruise forming on the top of my hand from the IV. I wish they wouldn’t put the things there. I much prefer the inside elbow location for an IV. Hurts less. Anyway, one of the effects of the anesthesia is short-term memory loss. I remember breathing the lidocaine gas and my tongue and throat going numb. And I remember the anesthesiologist injecting something into my IV. Then nothing until I opened my eyes in recovery to see Matthew grinning down at me.

Apparently, though, I was awake and responsive throughout the whole thing. Matthew assures me that my eyes were wide open when they wheeled me into recovery. And I was speaking and responding to questions. But the interesting thing is, I kept asking the same questions over and over again, as though I’d forgotten that I’d asked the question and what the answer was. Which I had. Things like “what time is it?” and “when will the anesthesia wear off so I can eat?” I remember the last time I asked those questions . . . at which point I stopped asking. But couldn’t figure out why Matthew kept chuckling at me. Appears he’d been answering me in something of a loop for a while there.

Weird drug that. It basically zapped my extremely short-term memory so I couldn’t retain anything. Before I went in, the nurse told me that amnesia was one of the effects, and I determined to try to hang in there as long as I could, try to see what I could remember. Nope. Out like a light. Or rather, not out, but insensibly awake like a light.

Also interesting that my brain works in such a predictable fashion that I ask the exact same questions over and over again, coming out of a medical procedure.

Aside from an odd sensation in one of my sinuses, that was a wholly unpainful procedure. Don’t even have a sore throat.

But I do wonder if I was in any pain or discomfort during the bronchoscopy–considering they stuck a tube up my nose–but I simply can’t remember it. ‘Course I also had a lot of numbing agent, so the odds of me feeling anything even if I could remember it are slim to none.


First thing I did as soon as I could swallow and therefore eat/drink again, was have a big cup of coffee. Tube-in-nose notwithstanding, I was hurting for my caffeine fix.

Writing Stuff:

Obviously, not much writing got done yesterday. I was loopy for hours after I got home, quite incapable of putting written words in any semblance of decent order.

But I did check the Abyss & Apex site and while it seems that part ii of issue #9 is still in the process of being published, “Inside the Witch’s Oven” is up, as is a poem by Tim Myers. The link to the short by Bruce Boston, however, is still not functional. I’ll be sharing a TOC with Bruce Boston! Eventually.

I’m also amused that “Witch’s Oven” is the opening story of part ii. Very cool.

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6 Responses to All’s well on the bronchial front, Witch’s Oven up

  1. Ooh Eugie, what a deliciously evil story! LOVED it!!


  2. lilithraevyn says:

    Good to hear that all went well! I don’t know if I was ‘conscious’ for my wisdom teeth extraction… I remember them putting on the nose-breathing thing. Then putting in my IV and then them saying they were putting the sedative in the IV… And I got drowsy and was GONE. BEST SLEEP EVER – if you asked my body and mind. 1.5 hours and I felt so ALIVE when I woke up. If not a little loopy 😀

    Ah, such great sleep.

  3. skeletal504 says:

    the best part of wakin’ up…is a tube shoved down your throat… or not.

    you have a way with words. i like <3

  4. ::Nods::
    My anesthesiologists’ report seems to show me coming up from below that deep plane of anesthesia part way through my laryngoscopy (heart rate and respiration increased), and he seemed surprised afterward that I remembered asking questions in recovery. ::Grin::

  5. Haha! Weird. I didn’t know that some anesthesia can make you do that. It’s like you’re having “dementia” or something. Can’t remember what you said or asked 5-minutes later. Well..I hope you’re feeling better and cat eat food again. I hate that numb feelings.

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